Article: She Just Sees Me as Dad

This article was written by Marco Pasqua, and originally appeared in the edition of DABC’s Transition magazine, Parenting with Disabilities (Spring 2023). Read the issue here.

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Photo of the author Marco with his young daughter. Both are smiling.

For as long as I can remember, I wanted to be a dad. But I was born with Cerebral Palsy, so I wasn’t sure it would be possible.

I used to have a fear. I was afraid that, if I became a parent, my child wouldn’t respect me as much as other parents without a disability. I thought they wouldn’t see me as an authority figure because I use a wheelchair.

I remember sharing my fear about this years ago to one of my basketball teammates, Murray. He was a few years older than me, paraplegic and a father.

I’ll never forget the look on his face. He smiled at me and said “Well, that’s just silly.” I said, “What do you mean?”

He replied, “I might not run and my daughter might be a lot faster than me. But, one thing I can tell you is that, at the end of the day, she just sees me as Dad.”

He wheeled off and I didn’t think much else about it.

Flash forward to 2021. My wife and I are in the delivery room anxiously awaiting the birth of our first child. Everything is going smoothly until my wife starts to push. The machines she is attached to are making loud beeping noises, increasing in their intensity by the second. I hear the nurses whispering to each other. Something isn’t right. There are complications.

Every time my wife has contractions, the heart-rate of my child slows down. All of a sudden, those fears I expressed to Murray all those years ago came flooding back in me. Not just the fear of my child not respecting me, but fear that my wife and my child may not make it out of the delivery room. Or, is my child going to be born with a disability like her father?

Twenty months later, I’m happy to say that my daughter is very happy and healthy. Getting to know Stella, I can tell you that I finally understand what Murray meant.

When I’m lifting my daughter up in the air pretending she’s a plane or she’s climbing onto my lap because she wants a ride around the house, I know everything is okay.

In those moments, my daughter doesn’t see me as my disability, she just sees me as Dad.

A lot of our day-to-day routines have been made possible thanks to some adaptations we were able to make around the house. Stella’s bedroom features an accessible crib that allows me to be eye-to-eye with her when putting her to bed. We even have curtain robots that are voice-activated and enable me to close her curtains without getting out of my wheelchair.

These adaptations have been lifechanging and have allowed me to be there for her, not only physically, but emotionally and mentally. She knows I do things a little differently, but none of that matters to her. I’m still the one that reads to her each night before she goes to bed, the one that makes her feel safe. Even if she isn’t quite ready to go to bed.

So, my message to potential parents with disabilities out there is: if you’re thinking about whether or not you can do this, you absolutely can. Don’t sweat the small things. Parenting is a journey and you’re on it together.

Know that you’ll adapt as you go. At the end of the day, your child is just going to see you as Mom or Dad.

To learn more about the adaptations that helped Marco, visit:
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Editorial by Jana Husseini from the Parenting with Disabilities edition of Transition magazine

Photo of Jana Husseini and her newborn daughter.

This article was written by Jana Husseini, and originally appeared in the edition of DABC’s Transition magazine, Parenting with Disabilities (Spring 2023). The text below is only an excerpt. Read the full issue here.

When my husband Mustafa and I started to think about a family, we had so many questions. As a woman with spina bifida, could I be a mother? Could I even conceive? What about all the social and environmental barriers for someone living with a disability?  

On top of all that, there were some prejudiced misconceptions that women with disabilities are not capable of having a family. 

But, our desire for a child was strong. We talked and talked about our fears and our hopes.

When I went looking for answers, it was my family, friends and peers who are mothers who taught me the most. One friend, a mother with quadriplegia, walked the path of motherhood before me. She and other women I knew convinced me I could follow.

A Learning Experience for Everyone

I looked for community resources and supports for me and Mustafa. One of the best I found was the Spinal Cord Injury of BC Sexual Health Centre. So many of my questions about pregnancy and motherhood were answered. We were so grateful for their practical and respectful support.

On the day I learned I was pregnant with Malika, we were filled with joy. Our journey toward growing our family had begun.

Researching and navigating the health care system as an expectant mother with a disability showed me a lot. As an advocate, it showed me even more.

All along the way, I had to advocate for myself within a system that wasn’t very prepared for a mother with disabilities.

On the other hand, I found many health professionals who were knowledgeable and compassionate. They wanted to find ways to support me, even when the system was not set up to do so.

My first pregnancy exam, for example, was done in a hospital rather than my gynecologist’s office because she didn’t have an accessible exam table. After having me as a patient, she got one.

I could not find any training specifically for mothers with disabilities, but I learned a lot from the Healthiest Baby Possible program for first time mothers.

What’s Missing?

I would love to see more understanding of the needs of mothers living with disability, whether it is a physical, mental health or other kind of disability.

When I was in the hospital to deliver Malika, my gynecologist held a meeting for all of the staff who would be involved. She wanted to be sure they understood as much as possible about the care and support I would need.

A central hub for parents with disabilities would be wonderful. I was able to find many resources on my own, but a one-stop resource would be a great support to parents. There are so many things to understand from pregnancy, to delivery, to the legal steps, to taking the child home.

There were times I was completely overwhelmed. A hub could provide new parents with care before and after delivery, access to a peer group of moms, in-home support, information and referral, and counselling.

The biggest gap for me was that I didn’t have any support after the delivery. The care and professionalism I experienced during pregnancy and delivery was amazing. Post-delivery, the only outside support I had was an Occupational Therapist who made sure my bassinet was accessible.

After the delivery, I was very depressed. I was completely on my own with Mustafa. I wasn’t ready to go home, but the hospital wanted me to vacate the bed.

Advice To Prospective Parents

If you are considering starting a family as a parent living with disability, I have these suggestions for you.

Be very informed about your own health. This includes your disability. Sometimes health professionals make suggestions that will not work for someone with your disability.

Be your own persistent advocate. You may not get all the information or support you need, unless you ask for it.

Research. Do your own research about programs and services, and talk to people. Peers are often the very best source for information and tips.

Educate everywhere you go. Chances are you will find many health professionals who do not know much about your disability, but are willing to learn.

In this Transition, you will read about how other people with disabilities are living and thriving as parents, even though we have all shared many of the same concerns and fears. We have also gathered lots of resources to help parents, no matter what kind of disability you may be living with.

We hope you find this edition helpful and even inspiring, whether you are already a parent or are considering starting a family.

Jana Husseini is an advocate with DABC’s Access RDSP program.

Read the Spring 2023 Edition of Transition Magazine!

Cover of Spring 2023 edition of Transition magazine, featuring an image of a father who uses a wheelchair with his small child in his lap

The Spring 2023 edition of Transition magazine is here! The theme of this edition is Parenting with Disabilities.

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